Life

Life once understood,

the fadeness dulls

the dullness shimmers

with colors of life

Life once understood

is a sense of relief

to the fatigued travellers

who yearns for nothing but freedom

Life once understood

takes away the miseries

the bored forced day you call,

everyday

Life once understood

shines amidst the haze

a rainbow

after a storm

smiles throughout the grief

peace throughout the chaos

hearts filled with nothing

but a knowledge

of what I am living in this world for

why bother too much?

For me, as much as some people view interacting through the online medium is important especially in this isolated life we are all living in but...

I don't see the excitement or life in it.
Sure, it helps you communicate with people far away and fix those broken bond and give some sort warmth in your gloomy isolated life after chatting for a bit with some people online but.....

in the end, it will never be the same.
You can chat a LOT with someone online but only speak little to nothing words with that person in real life in fact you might even never talk.

Only in real life, you'll truly know who you truly enjoy talking to or close to and who truly care about you. NOT through online mediums. A random stranger can easily weave some beautifully strung words that enchants your whole life and make you feel like a fairy or fluffy bunny but....does that stranger even truly truly care or meant it? Was the words written came from the stranger's sincere heart or simply because the stranger felt like it.

Excuse me, all this emojis like smiley face :D can be typed without any happy emotions.

Plus, having too much social mediums can be a burden, for me at least. Thus is why I shut down most of my old social website accounts, A lot of people, including me sometimes expects just because I send something to her or him or whatever, that person has to reply asap and if you don't, well that hurts. As if, that another person does not have any real life activities going on and that person's life is completely dedicated to respond to your online hellos. Please.

anddd, everyone has their own mood swings. Sometimes we're in a decent mood and are online thus type type send but at other times we can be in a hurricane mood and thus the lack of energy to respond to any no emotion online hellos. It all goes back to whether you are a human living in this real harsh world or a robot living in that lovely virtual world of yours.

Conclusion is, communicating online can be fun to some extend but that's it. It does not indicate who truly cares about you or who you are close to or whatever.

plus people like me, find online conversations tiring at times cause idk what the other person expressions or feelings is at that time so there.

There's no need to be hurt or sad because someone ignore you or say something mean about you online because truth is, everyone once online creates their own facade and personas. Some have even more that one. Creepy.

hmkdahtheend

Anyone can say it but

As humans each of us, talk.
We talk talk talk.
Sometimes we talk to others, for others, to us, for us.

It's interesting though,
how anyone in this world can say nice things to you,
can give out beautiful words that might motivate you,
can ask you questions that show they care,

but only few truly reach the heart of the listeners,
and plus,
despite the fact that nearly anyone can say it you,
only a few chose to give you those words.

and even if they say it,
the signal does not reach the destined place at all times.

Why?
because we all, when we talk, we either talk for others, to others, to us or for us.
Even when we say nice things,
sometimes, those words, serve more as a comfort for us than to the listener at the other end.
Sometimes, we say it but never meant it.
We think we meant it but no, it was never that.

If the nice words we say are truly what we meant,
than the listener would feel it.
They would know,
we would know.