Things I want right now #2

I have like 4 more days and a few hours left for my freedom from the evil school  yet I'm basically bored to death at my own dear house and that means I will be practically glued to the almighty laptop and precious internet without even noticing it :P 

Sometimes , I don't even know why I switch on my laptop for :3 heh ~

and right now I just felt like typing and typing and typing and typing and TYPING !!*fullstop*.

omg !! me want to taste that NOW ! gosh .. I can already imagine the deliciousness and awsomeness of the oreo though I wonder how I will stuff that in my mouth ? should I cut it in half ? but then half of the goodiness will dissapear >< should i just open my mouth WIDE and stuff it all in mouth ? lmao .. whatevs . As long as I can taste that oreo I don't care nor mind  xP 

HAHA .. 

I just had Pringles yesterday yet I still feel the need to eat more of that xP

Well duh , I only get to eat quarter of the pringles coz my brother ate the rest already .

lol I remembered stealing the pringles from the kitchen :P and hiding it under pillows and blankets when my brother came in my room xD Muahaha ~

 I just get this protective feeling over my food and drinks that I like and wanna eat when somebody saw me xD

Sorry folks . I can be evil and sly when I want too so don't ever judge me by the cover :3

ps. I got BOTH pic from Tumblr .

Tumblr sure knows how to make me hungry huh :P

I still love you Tumblr ;) coz you're just too awsome to be ignored .

PMR ?

Today is Wednesday meaning that there's 4 more days until school tuition starts :3

meaning that I have to stay at school from 8am to 1pm and just sit in class staring at my book and focus on the looooong lessons -.-"


Somehow I WISH that there will be no tuition until the real school term  actually starts .

I'm pretty sure the teachers will be happier that way too :P

well .. who would prefer going to school during holiday rather than just chilling at home doing nothing .

Call me lazy if u want :P like I care pffssht ~

On the bright side ,

at least I will get to meet my friends again, gain more knowledge and prepare more for PMR esp. since I missed the whole year of Form 1 and more than half of Form 2 -.-"

just thinking about all those thick books that I have to study give me a headache already 

dang..

if only I have wings so that I can  fly back to Saudi right now .

Oh well ..I just hope that all the precious times that I'm sacrificing right now will end up in a good results and  I will be completely satisfied with it . 

besides it will be really nice to see my parents smile when the results came out :) 

ps . I just find this picture cute and funny xD

LOLOLOL xD THAT would be SUPER AWSOME ! esp . if I open my test papers and all the answers were already circled.. nah .. like it would happen though it would be really really nice if it did xP

Desaru ~

Guess what folks !

I went to Desaru @ JB with my parents , brother and cousins<3 :D

and it was definitely one of the best holiday I have ever went ;)

there was fireflies,lizards,snakes,lots of rare birds,delicious food,wonderful beaches 
and overall a GREAT way to relax ~ oh yea ..

I finally got to eat ice cream !! yay xD 

On the way to Desaru we stopped at a R&R and I IMMEDIATELY saw the Baskin Robin's booth and I was like THIS is AMAZING ! hahaaa ~ yup. That's how much I wanted to eat ice cream at that time :P

So.. I got 2 scoops with 2 dif. flavours . Chocolate trilogy and vanilla with cookies<3 It was SUPER delicious ~ I shared it with my cousin Aina since the others doesn't want it coz we actually already had lunch b4 that .. pfft ~ 

and.... we ate it under a tree! lol :P It was nice though eating like that esp. since the weather was really nice :)

Aina is the one beside me on the left picture :)

Welcome to Desaru <3

There's actually a beautiful clock tower on the hotel but I didn't get to take a pic of it :(

Ateh's family who were with us during the vacation ~

such a cute family don't u think ? ;)

On the 1st night we went to a restaurant on boat and we had to cross by using a wooden bridge which was kinda scary but cool at the same time . 

The food there was SO freaking delicious <3 esp. since I was super hungry at that time . pfft xP

The cool thing about this restaurant is that there was a cute lil monkey wearing a shirt and pants awwns :3

it was  also wearing diapers >< like a baby ~ :D

The highlight and specialty of this restaurant is not about the monkey but .. FIREFLIES !! 

we had to go on a boat and saw with our own eyes the gorgeousness and epicness of the firelflies :D

Subhanallah ~

such a pretty sight but I couldn't take a pic coz it was dark and my camera couldn't see a thing despite the bright glow of the fireflies .

well .. nvm . 

I touch one firefly but I didn't feel a thing coz it was dark . All I see was a lil fire thingy moving around my hands xD

The next day , we went to the beach :)

At 1st it was drizzling but thankfully later the weather was really nice .

The beach scenery was really pretty with the beautiful sea , golden sands although there were not much sand over there, pretty mud xD seriously it was REALLY pretty , the sky :P and all the wonderful kites ~

the water was kinda strange though bcoz sometimes it's cold but later it's warm but it was still nice though ;)

me & my cousins played a game . Whoever got pushed back by the waves lost ~ hahaaa

It was freaking hilarious xD

we also played with the mud . We made sandcastles , randomly putting it on our hands and hi-5 each other with it xP , dirtying our hands with it then marvel at how clean it becomes when the waves came .. LOL and trying to dry the mud so that we can make it into  a ball with was a fail bcoz the waves will make it wet again .. darn .. 

and .. we collected the beautiful seashells and stones which was REALLY BEAUTIFUL but sadly we forgot to bring it back with us -.-" such a waste .

Ngeheheeeee xD Spotted this sign on the way to FireFly Corner for lunch . 

It was a different restaurant and there was no fireflies but the food was delicious so uh.... who cares :P

we ate Asam Pedas and it was really PEDASSSSS ~

I only ate a lil of it and was literally crying after that xD

meh .. 

I also tasted Laichikang for the 1st time ! the pic on right corner on the top :)

That night we went to a FUNFAIR !! with only 3 booths :P pffshht ~

I tried the archery game but meh.. a disaster !

Aina won though despite it being her 1st time doing archery like me :3

hmph .. guess I'm not made for archery :3:3:3:3

MAR stands for Maryam , Aina and Riana xD

The 2nd one was supposed to be COUSINS but the S got kinda cut of coz I was in hurry coz the waves are coming!!!!!!

On the 2nd day we went to the beach again !! 

but it was a different one x)

there were more sands on that beach . yay ! and the waves were stronger too ~

The waves was really strong . We were just standing by the shores and the waves literally make us stumble and nearly fell down :P lol

I finally managed to persuade my parents to feel the seawater coz they were only watching and didn't feel the water yet and I was like they HAVE to feel it ! and look at how happy they are in the pic ;)

mission accomplished :D
and we collected seashells and THAT TIME we actually remembered to bring it back with us xD

Water slide !! It's actually LONGER but I'm just too lazy to take more pic :P

Birdies,snakes, lizards and .........my cute cousin Iffa<3<3  she's such a cute and bright lil kid ;)

It was only for 3days 1 night though :( but it's better than nothing right ;)
Desaru is truly a GREAT place for vacation and I would LOVE to go there again someday xD hahaaa
guess what ? my dad's company has a project at Desaru so maybe I could follow my dad once in awhile xD
but.. Meh ~

Why

Why is it that whenever I'm left alone I will become emotionally unstable ?
past memories and imaginations will flood themselves in my mind and most of them were things that I want to forget ~

It doesn't occur all the time but lately it has happened alot .

Prolly bcoz I got so used to having people around me .
Since it's school holiday my house seems to be always full .
People came to visit and my cousins slept at my house

True ~
it's true that sometimes I need some alone times by myself but it's a completely different case when all those people suddenly left and was forced to accept the loneliness that suddenly crept upon me causing all those flashbacks .

Last night I couldn't sleep .
I was alone .
heck , I was pretty much alone every night so I got used to it but not last night .
why ?
like I said it was bcoz I was used to having people around me ..

A girl who had moved alot ever since a young age , you would have thought that the girl would have got used to adapt with her new environment quickly but I guess that doesn't work out for me ..

Honestly ,
I guess I'm still a weakling .
I'm still not strong enough to handle my own problems .
I'm still not strong enough to open up and tell my problems to others that could prolly help me out from my dilemma .
still NOT strong enough .
For that ..
to be stronger ,
is still along way to go ~
let's just hope that  whatever way it is ..
whatever road that I will choose ..
whatever decisions that I will decide to take ..
whatever obstacles that will block my way..
whatever it is ..
I will face it with courage and guide from Allah so that I will not be lead astray from the right path ~

Things I want right now

Sometimes I have this random sudden desire to have random things that I don't have and I wish that I could have :3
well for now this is the things that I want to have -

Awwwn ~ look at those pretty shoes<3 how I wish I have ALL of them so that I could like match my outfit with shoes xP lmao . yea right ..

THIS ladies and gentlemans are not toy cameras it's lomography cameras which I think is REALLY cool and I would LOVE to lay my hands on one ><

Polaroid camera <3

A room full of variety types of books with a comfortable chairs and where nobody can disturb me while I'm reading :)

Blackberry and iPhone ~ would be  better if the iPhone is an iPhone 4s :P

btw , there's NOTHING good to eat in my house right now -.-"

so yea .. here's my food list that I wish I have right now ~

mmmmm nyummy ~ cupcakes <3 

Ice creams ~ chocolate ice creams would be better :3

Colourful huh ? lol . I just wanna feel how these colouful food taste  like xD

I know ~ this is NOT food but hey u CAN'T let me eat all those delicacies without having any drinks right ? :P

So.. that's all for my 'Things I want right now' list ;D HAHA xD
Would appreciate it if any of u kind folks out there would give me those items, foods and drinks
JKJKJKJK .. sheesh ~

Proud to be a Malaysian

Malaysia menang !!!! muahahaa ;)

I can't explain how proud I was when I saw the statuses on FB telling me that Malaysia won against Indonesia on the sukan SEA 2011 !

lol at first I was watching the game on TV but then I get stressed out and decided to shut myself in my room and log in FB and calmly waited for my friends to update their status about the game xP

well  at least I was still supporting  Malaysia right ??? lol

Anyways .. 

this is my first time ever to actually support the Malaysian team fully like last Monday . 

meh .. I'm not really a fan of soccer so yeah ~ u can't blame me for that can ya ;P

and I'm completely happy that I did :D

At first when I  heard that the Malaysian team got into the semi finals I was like ok..cool whatevs .

and then.......later they got into the finals and I was like wow ! great job .

and thennnnnnn ....................................... GOAL !!!!!!!!! OMG ! xD 

THIS is the EPICest thing ever ! Muahahaaaaaaaaaaaa

Great job Harimau Muda<3 ! Young Tiger xP ( The name of the Malaysian team )

they did a SUPER great job :) esp. the goalkeeper Khairul Fahmi . dude .. you're awsome ! *salute

but the thing that annoyed me is the fact that the Malaysians themselves were bashing the Indonesian suppoters. well .. technically some of the Indonesian supporters were bashing us but THAT doesn't mean that we Malaysians should actually bash them back right ? da .. even I was mad seeing those thoughtless comments bashing my country but heck let them be . Those people just can't admit and face the reality that MALAYSIA won besides think of what WE will felt like IF we are in their shoes . I would be heartbroken :( so yea .. got my point ? 

NEVERTHELESS ..

I'm FREAKING PROUD of the Tigers :D

Splendid job there .. may there be more moments like this in the future :)

My random friend

dear folks ~

I'm pretty pretty sure that all of you have friends right ?

friends that always make u smile even though you are far away from him/her :)

well .. I do =D

I have a lot of friends .

but this random person who has been given the name Zenith.M.Sabrina  is the randomest , funniest and best'est friend ever ! x)

both of us just has SO many things in common that it's just simply AMAZING xD

even though we only known each other for 1 year and we haven't met for like AGES .. it's still a miracle that both of us are still close and we talk the about the randomest thing ever .. haha ^_^

I was kinda in a bad mood yesterday but after chatting with her on FB , I cheered up :)

so.. thanks  Zenith :3

even though u don't know it . You actually made my day . Haha ;)

whatever happens . 

I wish and hope that we will be always be the 'random buddies' 

and have all those random conversations at the randomest of time together x)

and I know this is impossible but I REALLY wish that we could meet up again someday . 

THAT would be freaking awsome ! xD

I miss u SOOO much !

take care my friend ..

me love you =)

Life challenge

Lately there has been alot of things that make me confused , sad , happy . agitated , depressed etc .
even today , my mood was not stable .
It was probably because I was a little sick just like yesterday .
Today was better than yesterday.
My smile and laughter felt like it was forced most of the time .
I hate it when people fuss over me therefore I kept quiet, talk when I felt like it or when it's needed or simply smile .
Nobody would hv guessed ..
that deep inside my mind , I was having a battle with myself .



Guilty..
coz I had been cranky ever since I entered my house .
Iyad cheered me up abit but later..
I just want to be alone .
To clear my minds and to reflect of what I had been doing today .


Times like this is when I deeply miss my bestie wani :( arifa :( and kina.. where are you ? it's the last day of school and you were absent ? :'(

Allah .
Is this a test for me ?
I had never been like this before :(

                                                         May tomorrow be a better day ~

ps : 
on the bright side - a preview of The Hunger Games is out ! and I HOPE the movie will be just as good as the book itself .

My 1st post

Assalamualaikum and a very good late night to everybody in the world :) lols..

so I hv finally randomly decide to join the blogger world just like how I decided to make
Tumblr http://theworldofawsomness.tumblr.com xP
I know .. it's strange . Strange how all of a sudden things like this pop into my mind in the middle of the night . It's 1 AM right now . I should be sleeping instead I'm sitting in front of my brothers' laptop.. typing. =p

Actually , to be honest I actually had a blog before which lasted for 2 days bcoz of my lack of understanding of how to edit my blog . It was a total disaster ! therefore I decided to delete it . Pretty good choice huh ~
well .. THAT is better than to confuse the random people who decided to take a look at my blog and be like 0.0 what in the world is this messed up thing ???!! lmao. so yeah ...u got my point. It was a disaster . End of discussion .

Now , as for today . I don't know about u guys but I had pretty hecka good time with my family today :)
honestly, I slept for half of the day today..pffssht ,it's weekends ! don't tell me u guys don't do same ? xP

so..I woke up . My mom told me she already went to to my school for ptc and bought The Glory which is our awsome school magazine which I was involved in the making of it :P . I went down to eat and check on my cute lil nephew .. Iyad ! x) he's the cutest most adorable, chubbiest and loveliest thing on earth ! lols .. =D Seriously I'm NOT Joking !

Muhammad Iyad Irfan <3<3<3

He's actually smiling in this pic ! awwnn :3

Right,back to the topic . After Maghrib me,my mom,dad and brother went out to Alamanda . We ate at Nandoos and the food was awsomely delicious ! I finished everything without needing the help of my parents to finish it for me like I usually did :P . Hah , lets just say that I'm a picky eater :) anyways , after that , we went to carrefour and bought several things . Later , we went to MPH and I was torn whether I should buy The hunger games or The son of neptune . THAT was the HARDEST decision EVER ! man.. I wish I could buy both of em but my dad said ONLY ONE :'( oh well .. I could always buy The hunger games later right ? =)

Even though going to Alamanda might not be special to some of you , it is to me . My parents are not the type who like to go out and shop their hearts out every weekend or go somewhere for vacation together . Well, we usually had those kinds of events when I were a kid but for some reason it slowly become a rare event . Well, I guess I was just born too late coz I'm pretty sure my sisters and brother had a lot of those kinds of events when they were my age . The gap between me and them are 9,10 and 12 years apart :( THAT suck ! I hate being the youngest . nah.. not really . It's a love hate thingy xP being the youngest has its own advantages that none of you not youngest fellah out there get .. muahaha xD

Well , there are times when I felt lonely and bored out of my wits staying at home . Fortunately , I hv my books , internet and iPod to keep me happy when I'm lonely and now there's Iyad ! =D ~ btw, I don't like watching TV's coz they hate me . Everytime , I switch on the TV it will only show boring movies and cartoons -.- pffsshht . whatevs .

but you know what ? I LOVE my family <3 and I know they love me just as much :) there are times when I felt neglected but moments like today make me realized that they still care and love me . By just going out for a dinner and hv a lil chat with each other make me grateful to Allah that I was given a family who will always be by my side during happy and tough times . again , I shall repeat . I LOVE my family =) THEY are AWSOME !! x) . end of discussion .

"spending QUALITY times with each other is way better than spending LOTS of times together"